thought:
back when i was mega-active on mastodon before, i told myself "this place is great, the culture and CWs mean i can avoid the bad things that upset me"
but i i think i was in an unhealthy place where CW or not, i would still look at the upsetting things because i was so conditioned to need the negativity in my life 🤔
sure there was a lot less of it than on twitter, but i still wasn't actually keeping myself away from it even here