You deserve happiness, you deserve your own life, and you deserve to live. You are valued, you mean a lot to someone, and you will make it.
You may not feel that now, and these words might seem hollow, but you've made it thousands of other nights- you'll get through the next.
And these words are genuine. Look at them like me tossing you a stick to fight the onslaught of bad thoughts that lie to you.
Stay strong comrades <3