I am in a body of water - maybe not yet an ocean, but deeper than a stream. I am not drowning, but I am moving at such a pace that it is difficult to stay oriented. I am gaining confidence in my ability to stay afloat if present circumstances persist, but in those brief moments when I catch a glimpse of the scale of the structure which surrounds me, uncertainty becomes at once joyous and terrifying.
I really miss making music...of all forms. It's been years since I played an instrument, which is a kind of physical/skillful experience that's hard to replicate. And producing electronic music on my computer is still something I do occasionally, but I never feel quite the fervor or connection to it that I felt a previous points in my life.
with the aid of linguee and wordreference, doing formal correspondence in french is 90% super easy. the hard part is not knowing if im over/under doing it on formalities
@aRandomCat contrarian take: pick a company with a nice building and a pleasant commute from your current residence. preferably with a park nearby! ask yourself if your potential co-workers look healthy, if your boss looks like they have a life outside of work.