FOR A LOT OF YOU, THE DREADED XMAS IS A WEEK AWAY! DON'T FRET IT!
THERE'S GOING TO BE A LOT OF GROUP GATHERONGS. LONG BORING ONES. ONES WITH PEOPLE YOU MAYBE DON'T CARE TO SEE.
ALWAYS REMEMBER TO BRING A DISTRACTION. A PHONE, A SMALL BOOK, A HANDHELD SYSTEM. A WAY TO GET SOME INTROVERT TIME WHEN YOU CAN'T RETREAT TO A SAFER PLACE.
THE BATHROOM DOES EXIST IF IT GETS TOO HECTIC. AS DOES TAKING A BREATHER OUTSIDE.
I feel like I let @kondziu and @Technowix down. They were the first ones to confront my about my abuse and I felt obligated towards them. I feel like I'm an absolute piece of shit right now that I've failed you two.
Tonight proves that I can't really be around alcohol and I really need to be in an environment were I don't have access to alcohol.
The hight was awesome, I got along with my dad, who was drunk too. We made a meal together with screaming at each other. Through dinner we got along pretty well, after dinner I began to feel really sick and ended up sleeping through when I was going to see my mom. Right now I feel like shit., mentally and physically. This whole incident just proves that I can't be a casual drinker and that I will always be a substance abuser.
I got drunk tonight, and I hate myself for it. To be honest this is not my first relapse, I got drunk on my last day in Japan because I didn't want to face my life back in the states. I wasn't man enough to admit it though. Tonight was different. My dad told me there was vodka in the freezer, and I figured one drink wouldn't hurt. Well one turned into two and I was off to the races.
Ignored By Big Telecom, Detroit's Marginalized Communities Are Building Their Own Internet
Motherboard did a video feature on the people and non-profits building a DIY mesh network in Detroit. If you watch one video today about the future of the internet, make it this one.