this sums up what just happened except it happened yet again and it has me spiraling into a suicidal mood crash again. thanks for reading.
Notices by :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 17:46:21 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 17:45:50 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:56:37 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:sorry. i'll leave. 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:55:09 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:Addison why'd you leave the discord server, join the mastodon instance that most depresses me when people move away to it, block me, and send me a follow request are you just trying to taunt me? the fuck did i do to you 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:50:24 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:im sorry. 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:48:46 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:i don't know why i stick around. sorry that i do. 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:47:32 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:it's bringing me (and apparently everyone who moved away from it) nothing but grief 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:47:06 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:i don't want anyone to come back to computer fairies i'm not trying to guilt trip anyone. i just don't know why i run this instance anymore 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:44:07 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:ok i had to block muesli because even after asking they wouldn't stop being a creep 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:42:16 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:seriously if you all want to leave computer fairies for sleeping town i might as well just close this instance and give @unascribed our database to merge with theirs and speed up the process 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:41:11 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:okay i just looked in another account in the same instance and i guess the person just blocked me, and then sent me a follow request, after leaving my instance for another one. okay. makes sense. please never talk to me again if you're going to be like that thank you 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:38:17 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:it's ok just ignore me 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:37:10 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:cause if the first, i just received a follow request from someone who has me blocked and uhh. 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:36:48 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:mastodon federation question: when an account in the web ui keeps reloading while only their pinned toots flash in and out does that mean the person blocked you or is federation just fucked 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:31:12 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:@fribbledom could you please stop favouriting all of my sad posts? it's creepy 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:30:23 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:anyway if you're from sleeping town and tried to talk to me i probably didn't get it because i just noticed now that the federation is broken. oh well friends gotta part ways sometimes i guess 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:29:16 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:i think our federation to sleeping town is broken anyway. profiles keep reloading over and over and rendering empty even though i don't have the domain muted or silenced or suspended. probably the best for my mental health. sorry for not being a good enough friend to everyone who ran away from computer fairies to go there 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:23:41 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:it hurts a lot. 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 16:23:15 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:mm. another computer fairies user who defected to sleeping town. really considering quitting and closing this instance every time this happens like they all go there. it's always the same instance. why 
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            :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Friday, 15-Jun-2018 14:39:42 EDT  :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:culling my following list a bit 
 
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