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1. PlatinumKatie (katiekats@community.highlandarrow.com)'s status on Sunday, 24-Dec-2017 06:32:04 EST PlatinumKatie
   Yknow, ultimately. I think I have a less friends now, than I started the year with. Less...connections, overall really.
   
   My extended family being pissed off at me a couple of days ago, and telling me to fuck off forever. Means that I'm finally at the point in which I'm fully disconnected from all of my family. The one family member I adored being the one that's not around anymore.
   
   Lost a really damn close friend this year, or at least it felt like they were my close friend. Because they chose someone who was deeply cruel to me, over, well, me.
   
   Over the Christmas season I've been fully cut off from my extended family, which means I've no more connections there or in close family (since my close family is one lass I adored that's gone, and two scumbag parents) and been cut off from a very close friend I cared deeply about, because I seemingly wasn't important enough for them.
   1. PlatinumKatie (katiekats@community.highlandarrow.com)'s status on Sunday, 24-Dec-2017 06:35:39 EST PlatinumKatie

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      But, ultimately, the few friends I do have now. Are good to me, and I strive to return that to them, and I take comfort in the fact that they're there for me, and that so is my beloved wife.
      1. PlatinumKatie (katiekats@community.highlandarrow.com)'s status on Sunday, 24-Dec-2017 06:47:02 EST PlatinumKatie

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         I'm hardly a particularly good person. I have so many regrets. I'm pretty damn broken. I go through all my pains, inflict just as much on myself, sometimes unfairly lashing out as others because of this, and I'm quite consistently haunted by a plethora of awful past memories.
         
         Despite this. The friends I have, such as @gameragodzilla who deserves special mention for being so close to me for so long, and always being there when I've been down, and my beautiful wife @maiyannah who has graced my life with her presence, and ignited joy where there was none. They've still stayed by my side, and...that means more than I can possibly put into words. 
         1. ghostdancer (ghostdancer@quitter.se)'s status on Sunday, 24-Dec-2017 07:50:59 EST ghostdancer

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            @katiekats good person is a quite diffuse concept, even then, not being a good person does not make you a bad one @maiyannah @gameragodzilla
         2. ghostdancer (ghostdancer@quitter.se)'s status on Sunday, 24-Dec-2017 07:54:50 EST ghostdancer

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            @katiekats enjoy your friends and family and try to be better for them @maiyannah @gameragodzilla