Annah (maiyannah@community.highlandarrow.com)'s status on Saturday, 26-May-2018 11:01:57 EDT
AnnahThe many harmful things I did to myself and others after I was abused do not suddenly become okay because of that abuse. It provides context for why I did them and why I essentially ended up lashing out, but it does not make them okay. They were never okay. I'm sure if I was that popular though, you'd have all kinds of people trying to suppress that memory if and when I went.
@maiyannah That's, what I mean. You know that, and yet you love me, and, I don't really deserve that, doesn't feel. Classic case of negatives outweighing positives, caring for me. I, really appreciate your love, I just, don't feel confident in myself enough to know how I deserve it.