feeling a little weird, think it's in part due to westworld. the forkoff stuff might be part of it too. there's something up with my thoughts and emotions. i feel kind of distant and out of phase. dysphoric but not quite dissociating
it almost feels like a welcome change; stirring up new ideas, feelings, and possible directions/goals. but it's also taking its toll. dunno how to really tackle it. may as well just let it happen