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1. :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Wednesday, 06-Jun-2018 09:59:08 EDT :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:

   i wish i didn't have such a visceral depressive reaction to just thinking about certain people because i know it's irrational and they haven't done anything against me and i'm just envious of them and i feel guilty about it and it makes me distance myself from half the fediverse

   1. :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Wednesday, 06-Jun-2018 10:02:05 EDT :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:

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      i don't know how to fix this on my own.

      1. :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Wednesday, 06-Jun-2018 10:05:46 EDT :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:

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         i want to get better. i want to not have to mute so many people out of envy. but it hurts so much and i don't know how to fix it

         1. :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Wednesday, 06-Jun-2018 10:06:25 EDT :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:

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            sometimes i literally start hyperventilating and crying the moment these thoughts pop into my head

            1. :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es)'s status on Wednesday, 06-Jun-2018 10:07:32 EDT :maple2: maple classic™ :bot:

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               i swear im trying to be a better person

               im sorry im not