cannot stop the lewd thoughts lately and it's probably a coping mechanism but it's still just. a lot
too sore, sapped of energy, and feeling too insecure to do any kink stuff, so i'd rather be ignoring it right now.
on the other paw, at least it kinda instills a little bit of confidence in some way to be so focused on this stuff.
guess it's like, a reminder that "hey, this part of you still exists, it still makes you happy. do something about it!"
also a distraction from depressing stuff