had some mirtazapine laying around and decided to try it for sleep
it made me extremely irritable and upset before going to bed and idk why. it also gave me some violent hiccups that upset me even more. i was on the verge of tears way more than the near-breakdowns i've been having this week
waking up was difficult. my mind feels a lot less volatile than it usually does when this brain foggy, but it's still very, uh, numb. there's a thick layer over everything.