@rice I have at least two prominent personalities like you do. The first one is that I've admired the ideal of being a gentleman, and acting on that. The second one is motherhood and homemaking which has been a more recent one that I've been exploring within myself. I've always been a bit of a 'tomboy' and I don't see that part of me going away anytime soon... especially because I prefer being as natural as I can. I have wondered how I can integrate and accept these aspects of myself. Both the feminine and masculine. I'm not your typical person and given my experiences, I think I'm too far gone for that. Always been a bit different...