I'm getting frustrated. I need an income, and I've exhausted so many options. I'm seriously running out of ideas. I don't feel that sending out job applications to random companies is the right way forward. I have tried that kind of opportunistic approach before and I always end up with a job that I have to quit from because it doesn't work for me. I'm not put together like other people. I can't play the "pretend to like your job" game because I can't concentrate when I try to do that.