Well today was a "five hours of sleep and five coffees" day and now I feel completely wrung out and shaky, but also I just took a step back and realised at 19 I'm writing some little scripts for a certain large British aerospace industry manufacturer and my boss has just trusted me to get on with this without his input even though the deadline's soon and even though I hardly know bash anyway. So it's kinda good as well as tiring but wow does bed sound nice right now.