@ihavebigtits @detectivehyde I want to say beautiful but I'm not sure it encapsulates inner pain. Pain can be a reminder that we're still alive, that we've been wounded and need to protect and heal ourselves. Pain shapes us in ways we don't realise until it has happened. My pain suffers and yet yearns for more from life. It carefully guards me. That might seem odd but pain is the reaction we have when we've been wounded in body, mind, heart and soul.