I'm gradually coming to the realisation that:
1. Despite being bright, my head doesn't work well when I have to solve problems I don't personally care about.
2. This is probably the nicest job I will ever have, but I still don't want to be there.
3. I have had many developer jobs. I haven't liked a single one of them enough to stay for longer than a year, and it's been that way since 2008.
4. This should be my hobby, not my job.
5. I don't know what to do.