@suzukipeach I feel this and know it will pass, ma'am.
Sometimes your flush, sometimes you're not, but what is always a constant is that you are still you: talented, smart, resourceful and thi...*cough* and capable.
*grin*
This is just a moment in time and you're gonna be ok. Yeah, the short term is wack, but it's just a small part of the story you're going through now.
You're awesome whether folks see it or not. It just is.