Yeah, the more I examine this life, the less it looks like the life I want.
I was searching the Internet for answers last week and came across this:
http://theeverydayadventure.com/what-to-do-if-youre-thinking-is-this-it/
It asks you to examine your life for clues about what your values are, because you won't be happy unless you act according to your values.
It made me realise that I've been neglecting my true values.
Why? Because they are dismissed, rejected, ridiculed or played down by virtually every person in my life.