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1. INACTIVE (deadsuperhero@social.nasqueron.org)'s status on Saturday, 28-Oct-2017 01:40:33 EDT INACTIVE

   These have been some of the loneliest years of my life. Isolation, anxiety, and hatred of myself and my fellow man have left me hollow, alone, and too afraid to truly live or die.

   I find myself unlovable, possibly unlikeable. A compulsion overcomes me to constantly change who I am, to reinvent myself, but I am a Ship of Theseus that contains only rotting boards and badly-laid plans.

   I will never truly be happy. I struggle many days to find a reason not to murder myself.

   1. Danyl Strype (strypey@quitter.se)'s status on Saturday, 28-Oct-2017 01:45:00 EDT Danyl Strype

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      @deadsuperhero dude! The world is full of beauty and you are awesome! I really respect and appreciate the work you do with #WeDistribute :-)
      1. Danyl Strype (strypey@quitter.se)'s status on Saturday, 28-Oct-2017 01:46:56 EDT Danyl Strype

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         @deadsuperhero I have struggled all my life with depression and the self-loathing that comes along with it. This too shall pass brother
   2. Bob Mottram (bob@social.freedombone.net)'s status on Saturday, 28-Oct-2017 03:32:15 EDT Bob Mottram

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      @deadsuperhero it's often the case that the people who seem most awesome are also struggling with all kinds of problems. There isn't any ten step solution to these things and you just have to wrangle some way to resolve your inner daemons.
   3. einebiene (einebiene@quitter.is)'s status on Sunday, 29-Oct-2017 10:37:38 EDT einebiene

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      Here is a flower from a stranger for you. It's basil and the last blossoms of the year on my balcony/windowsill. I know depression, too. And even if you are sure it will never go away, depression will ignore what you believe and will go away anyway, maybe not tomorrow. All the best from me! https://quitter.is/attachment/1255388