he apparently has blocked me in the past. Probably because he misunderstands me. He ought to read my words more carefully. I try to be clear, and when someone accuses me wrongfully, I go back and reread my words and have absolutely no idea how they came up with their ideas.
I can relate to this. I used to have similar reactions with many people whether online or in my neighborhood thinking if they just knew what I knew or understood what i understand their life would be so much better. With enough prayer on the subject the Spirit told me that it wasn't that they didn't understand me because I wasn't clear, but that it was impossible for them to understand me as I had spoken to them, said something, or did something that led them to see me as a jerk. No matter how smart I am, I'm going to be just a stupid jerk to them once they've felt hurt. It's taken some time to learn to be more polite. God knows I'm still working on it, though I should be letting Him work on it rather than trying to do it my own. Also, I think since my doctor and I found a better treatment for my ADHD when he prescribed Vyvanse, it has been a blessing that feels like it lets me think more slowly and consider not only the exactness of my words, which I do like you ensuring I'm as accurate as I can be, but also NOT saying anything more often than not by considering "is this exact wording & tone something that will be edifying the Lord and bringing this person I'm talking to closer to a relationship with Jesus" Personally I really enjoy "debating" particularly when I feel I can be proven "right" but He's told me that me being right isn't helping Him reach the lost.