Notices by :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es), page 50

eliza is probably commemorating how shitty i feel right now lol

she's probably "i told you so! i told you so!"

@LANthus huh, here the thumbnail looks smoothed by the scaling

@LANthus *looks at the thumbnail* huh that doesn't look so b-- *opens the full image, revealing the uncompressed dithering* --aaaaaaaaaaaaa

i'm feeling a little better after venting.

ive created a dreamwidth journal. i'm gonna try to use it more than once.

the only post there right now is a repost of a thread i just posted here in followers-only. i felt like making it public.

i'm gonna try to vent in this journal more than in follower-only posts here from now on.

https://maple-syrup.dreamwidth.org/

or, idk. i'm just picking that cause i've seen people use it before.

im gonna start a dreamwidth.org. i need to follow through with actually writing down my feelings. i keep trying to start journals and it never works. i hope it works this time.

maybe i just need to make a personal blog and put my long threads in open fucking public instead of hiding them in follower-only posts like this

i really wish i could tell if anyone read my mh thread or if im just being ignored now

it keeps happening and it keeps hurting more and more every single fucking time

it never gets better

im sorry im such a fucking mental disaster i just hurt a lot when people abandon me

i feel like i should've posted that whole mh- thread on public so the people who moved away to other instances and previously followed me but didn't re-follow me when moving could've read it too

LB reminder rhys drew an INSANELY good maple

if you ever consider moving to computer fairies but end up picking another instance because of something i did please talk to me first instead of telling me you might move to my instance and then not.

heres the full drawing

i thought i was cultivating a safe space for the people i regard as friends but i guess i was wrong sorry. might as well unblock all blocked instances. they're right i'm hurting federation.

i dont think i can run computer fairies anymore. someone just take it off my hands

i'm just a bad admin.

congratulations to computer fairies for hitting just over 200 users!

from having just under 300 users 10 minutes ago