Notices by Nudist Adventures (automaticorange@niu.moe), page 12

HENTAI IS ART.

For once in my bloody life I want to meet an art teacher who isn’t a pretentious motherfucker.

@ChillJill what the fuck?

:night:

@SarcasmKid Pfffffffff. Bullshit amateur numbers right here.

Still alive, still drunk as all hell. Yet I fight on, tomorrow is going to suck but I’ll be there.

Tomorrow can only be better.

Once again, I'm sorry to be such an attention whore and not use CW's. But, I just needed to get off my chest. I'm gonna listen to some ASMR videos and try to get some sleep. See yall in the AM EST. Peace.

Special thanks to @majachai @Addison_Hart @ChillJill

For the love.

Tomorrow I'm gonna get up at 7am., go to work, have a nap and go to my Brazilian jui juitsu class. Right now, work and fighting are the only two things that make sense in my life.

@majachai I live in a medical state, there is a ballot proposal to make it a recreational state coming up in November. It also helps that I'm a white dude who was crying his eyes out in the back of an ambulance in his boxers. Somehow my high ass managed to flush the pot and any other stuff. I'm so fucking lucky that I should buy some lottery tickets.

I know that I should use a CW and stop being such an attention whore. But fuck it all I need someone to hear me.

I just need someone to say that I have value, or that they love me, or that they want me in their life.

For the record: I AM NOT GOING TO HURT MYSELF OR OTHERS

All my firearms are locked up and and all ammo has been moved offsite.

The only person to show me any affection is a married woman who lives in California, so that is rather impractical. I'm lonely, I'm miserable, I'm tired. I don't want this shit life. I need to escape. Even as I write this I'm drunk off my ass, and I've been sober since June.

Wednesday, I smoked some marijuana had a horrible anxiety attack and landed in the Emergency Room. Why did I do this? Because I don't give a shit anymore. My life sucks, my mom is in a nursing home and needs 24 hour care. My dad is verbally and emotionally abusive. My only two IRL friends are too busy or on the other side of the country to help me. I just wanted an escape and it all went to hell in a hand basket, the cops let me off with a warning, so that was cool of them.

@ChillJill I have an Alpaca blanket,it’s so soft.

@ChillJill 10/10 want to be that Alpaca.