Notices by MsYutani (msyutani@mastodon.social), page 20

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I was scared that I would do what my brain was telling me to do but now I'm more scared of side effects of the pills

oh the reason I have it is because a couple of days ago I ended up being shuffled into hospital by my other half due to bad mental health

Got some mirtazapine here I was supposed to start taking yesterday but I don't wanna

Going to spend an hour getting lost and asking where the dragons are

Dark Souls 3

https://t.co/5yFKv1u5E2

#twitch

@voidspace I'm trying

o lawd the referencing process for this new place is horrendous, i will not pass as i do not have a current passport or a driving licence, this is going to go to shit because of me

@gnomon thanks 😄

oh I will be moving to a new place on Saturday if we pass credit checks and all that

I feel like a faulty human being, a big malfunction

@envgen link plz

Well I felt a bit better and wrapped up and went to the Holland & Barrett and picked up some herbal stuff to try

Thanks for the messages 💖

@Anke I drink too much fizzy stuff. and caffeine. anything that's bad for me 👍

@voidspace thanks so much, googling this now

@Anke I'm not a big tea fan in general but I might see if the shop across the road has some ginger beer

@PinkCathodeCat I shall google this, thanks

@voidspace thank you, I'd appreciate that

I'll delete that soon probably

uh so whenever I get pms or get an upset tummy my brain goes straight to wanting to be dead, I get very upset and just want to be dead. now, I don't feel like I'll actually kill myself but I think about it a lot and just wish for it and cry. I try to tell myself it'll pass but I also know it will return so that doesn't really work. I'm ill with swollen glands so don't wanna go out in the snow anywhere. advice appreciated x