Notices by bailey//rockruff⚪ (ctrlaltdog@chitter.xyz), page 191

knife dog

putting magnets in stuffed animals is dangerous when i exist

i'm glad that modern laptops are getting large trackpads instead of those super tiny unbearable things they used to have. hopefully one day i can get a modern laptop again.

would be super nice to get back on hrt soon since it's really the only reason i haven't picked nicotine back up again now that we're doing better financially

but hrt is probably still too costly right now, and on top of that i likely wouldn't be able to get it through official channels

i was gonna post pics with this oops, here

got some fresh coils in. god my mod is beat up though... looks even worse in pictures

mod: rx200s
atomiser: limitless rdta (classic)
current setup: tc ss, 60w/255C, 0.2 ohms

coils i believe are 2 or 2.5mm, dual coils on postless deck

i love how the brands you're absolutely supposed to avoid buying when it comes to 18650 batteries all have "fire" in the name. thank you for reminding me of the fire hazard your product is

got me some MORNING BEANS

BEAN LIQUID

(it's coffee ok)

i'mwake

they stuck pretty well. i will definitely misuse this power in the future

yeah i was just fiddling with it in the dark and i felt a hard, possibly metal circle in its mouth. so i did what any logical individual who's trying to fall asleep would do and got up to stick some scissors in its mouth

on the bright side i discovered that the build a bear husky plush i got from a thrift store a couple years ago has a magnetic mouth. always wondered why it looked so strange

i thought i was tired enough to go to bed but i guess not oops

i'm hoping with this run i actually finish the game. i mean i could always hop on the character i have that's way farther ahead, but it's more fun to start from the beginning. relearning the game and shaping a new character and map as i see fit

well i finally decided to get to hard mode in terraria earlier. was taking my time getting there and instead was focusing on seeking out some rare drops. ended up being overprepared for the wall of flesh. easy peasy

probably another day of terraria because i'm gonna help with cleaning later and i'm not super in the mood for thinking about anything heavy

groggy doggy

@shel idk shit's confusing and tiring and it all seems to go in circles

that's my wisdom of the day

@shel that's my huge takeaway; we're not really gonna come up with better answers.

so maybe what i need to do is align myself better with the existing options? which is why i'm exploring weird ideas like starting a commune or other ways to essentially legally wrestle control and autonomy back from the ruling class, even if only on a small scale

@shel i'm getting to the point where i can barely understand my thoughts enough to convey them. because i rarely interact with others in person, don't ever leave the house, and have all the time in the world to just...think.

i've made progress and i'm still making progress, at least on fixing myself and addressing my own issues as best as possible. but i'm pretty sure i won't figure out anything better to do for society than the few distasteful conclusions many others have already come to

@shel it had quite good momentum but it's always disappointing how both my own trains of thought and those from other leftists always seem to lead to the same place...a whole lot of questions and very few answers