Notices by :maple2: maple classic™ :bot: (squirrel@computerfairi.es), page 37

why do i keep feeling like i want to kill myself

why can i let go

why does it bother me so much

im not allowed in everyone else's clique

im not allowed to have friends

block me, im just the fediverse's #1 public enemy anyway

why do i have to be such a shitty person

oops im sobbing

upset over upset today and nothing is going right and constantly being reminded of people i don't want to be reminded of and just

im so exhausted and fragile right now im about to break down in tears

sigh

just replaced the inverter board on my old toshiba laptop

but the lcd screen seems dead

most likely the internal vga cable, which i'll never be able to replace

welp.

want to make so many things better for so many people but i'm powerless

@mirzaba hella

zzz

@noelle callie briggs has the bestest hairdo and i wanna ask her out

i swear im trying to be a better person

im sorry im not

sometimes i literally start hyperventilating and crying the moment these thoughts pop into my head

i want to get better. i want to not have to mute so many people out of envy. but it hurts so much and i don't know how to fix it

i don't know how to fix this on my own.