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Chapter done... time to force-feed myself.
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@phildobangnz Yeah... it's not very fun. But I has a book to read that is long over-due to finish.
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Almost finished this book that I picked up ages ago. Oops... one more chapter after this one.
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@phildobangnz It's just how my brain works. Mhm... I don't think I can be cheered up right now so don't worry about that. I probably just need to feel this way, and wait it out... it has been kicking my arse all day thus far.
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@phildobangnz No problem. I'm just bad with jokes, and would normally set about correcting them if they are wrong about me... that is exhausting right now. ;;
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@phildobangnz Sorry, but jokes aren't especially appreciated in the mood I am in. Particularly as they put you down. I think I would avoid it by everyone right now.
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@phildobangnz Yeah. I've been quite anxious lately. It's not good for my head. Sometimes I feel like my depression is toying with me, with the thoughts that pop up. Maybe even with these dreams now I think about it.
I appreciate the sentiment, but I don't think I want to be hugged right now by most people. I tend to be by myself, sometimes making mention of it on here to get it out of my system.
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@phildobangnz I don't know that it was about being trapped by too many options, tbh. More like it was acting out my internal anxiety. It does this at times. My sleep is probably interrupted by anxiety and fear a lot without my knowledge. It's all about escaping, and even with the options presented... the only issue I would have is if it would get me away.
Depression does suck. I guess when we are feeling bad is when we need the hugs most.
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I think I prefer just driving the open roads... particularly country ones.
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@phildobangnz Oh... good point. That sucks. It's not really fun to be in this headspace, even when it is just in the background. ;;
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At one point in !mydream, I recall stopping off at this group hotel in the middle of what I can only assume as nowhere. There was this weird roleplay that went on at night, where a bunch of people would capture you if you remained awake at night so you had to race into a bunk bed, and pretend to be asleep even if you weren't.
It was weird.
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@phildobangnz You like laying your head there at night? Oh boy...
Thanks for the sentiment!
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Even had a !mydream that involved lots of traveling, open roads... sometimes I like these dreams. Because it is like I've learned to drive or just know how to. But it tends to be riddled with this anxiety to escape and lots of puzzling roads which go off in different directions. Sometimes there will be a physical threat, someone chasing me... but not this time I think. Just anxiety to escape.
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Why am I even up for today?
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The "I hate myself"/depressed mode is always fun to be stuck in.
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And here I go, responding to jokes in a serious and literal manner.
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@detectivehyde @majkatsu @xeno I don't know what that means.
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@xeno @detectivehyde @majkatsu Aha... that kind of thing would confuse me if it weren't said in a joking way. :')ย
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@xeno @detectivehyde @majkatsu Lmao. I guess that is a good interpretation of them, although why would I be sucking dick if I'm supposed to be attracted to the feminine aspects?
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@detectivehyde @majkatsu @xeno This is going to quickly give me a headache. They behave as though we have control over our preferences... what we find attractive. But it has always just happened, and sometimes surprised me when it comes to my preferences.
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