Notices by bailey//rockruff⚪ (ctrlaltdog@chitter.xyz), page 126

okay i'm gonna attempt to sleep again

tony hawk meets shadow of the colossus where you're in this massive open world skatepark-like place and a bunch of giant creatures made out of ramps and grind rails roam about. you have to skate on them and pull off specific combos and moves to defeat them

it's 0445 why did my body decide it needed to be awake this sucks

game/story idea: the main character realises they are invincible because the author refuses to let them die until they have fulfilled their role in the story, no matter how serious the harm. so they use this "power" to go around shielding other characters from untimely deaths with their own body

@USBloveDog i mostly tend toward sci-fi/fantasy so, pretty much standard stuff these days. i also almost exclusively write with animals as the main character(s) because it's easier for me to relate that way. i'm furry trash :p

surprised it only lasted like 2 hours or so. used to be able to last like 4 hours doing the same things. ah well, it's old, and 2+ hours still isn't bad

kinda forgot about batteries and my tablet straight up died while using it, but i was pretty much done using it at that point anyway :p

@USBloveDog i like to write fiction, but i've barely written anything out of school. and nothing that i was really happy with

@Troasta ty! but consider: you are also soft, and good

feel like i'm going to disappear if i don't make it known that i still exist, i guess? but i also kinda want to disappear because life is hard and i'm not really enjoying it anymore.

also my posts lately feel boring and off base and i feel insecure about a lot of it so i have only been posting like half of what i want to, and that's still way more than i probably should be posting because none of it is good. it's just stream of consciousness at this point.

feel like i'm watching everything from a distance lately. and i really don't know how to add to conversations in a constructive way anymore.

honestly i probably need to prove it to myself more than anyone else. impostor syndrome is the story of my life

got this strange feeling like i need to write something to prove that i can, in fact, write. doesn't seem like good enough reason to write though

@hoodieak yeah, ingress folks get really into it. it's neat. first time i went out someone was yelling to my partner and i from across the street asking if we played, lmao.

i'm ENL btw~

don't think i'd be able to hold this position for longer than maybe an hour but eh, it works

may have actually found a comfortable position to use my tablet in while sitting on the bed

@Mottie a vulpix cosplaying as a vulpix

infurrectionists

"117 invites remaining" thanks ingress