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Sometimes it is difficult to balance my maternal nature... especially because there is nowhere to channel that energy into.
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Tbh, I feel that me saying I would die for something is less meaningful than saying I would live for it.
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@phildobangnz @roko Yeah, I think we are at different points in our lives there. I understand it is different for you to follow through on given your personal circumstances and difficulty finding that right partner.
The world has always been filled with women willing to use their sexual power for advantages or for fun. I don't see that changing any time soon. It has also, unfortunately, been filled with women who are either pressured by family or forced into that life which I'd rather see an end to. Taking advantage of vulnerable girls and women isn't right. It damages them, and generations into the future.
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I don't have seeds to spread, I have eggs to nurture. The sex market is the least of my concerns... I've never needed to sleep around. I have every need to create and maintain healthy and nourishing familial relations though. I would both die and live for that.
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@phildobangnz @roko Well... we wouldn't want to make it harder for me to form meaningful and healthy attachments, would we? It is said that a woman sleeping around makes it harder and desensitises her. Too many sex partners is not a good thing.
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At least I have one thing out of the way now. One less thing to do tomorrow.
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@majkatsu Adrenaline is often not my best friend because it means stressing my body out... rip. But yeah, I tend to find that exercising prolongs whatever state I'm in... just postpones it for afterwards. Which isn't always helpful. Because I get to feel terrible later instead.
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@phildobangnz @roko Aha... of course the monogamous part wouldn't please you as much. :')
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Well, if I can at least do some washing up... that will be a huge thing today. Tomorrow can be better focused then.
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I think the biggest difference for me is that I'm more aware of my moods, and I've been trying to give myself self-care to help with that... and provide some variety in my week. Social communication also takes a toll.
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Tbh, I've just been feeling sad, stressed and not wanting to do things for a few days. I mean, that is this week. Just had to push myself to get things done. Still more to do.
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@majkatsu I mean, for like an hour afterwards... I did feel like I could keep going with doing things and wanted to just keep going so maybe that was the high. But now it has passed so I'm back to how I was except more tired.
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How can I feel so depressed and not want to do anything? I thought exercise was supposed to cure this feeling... so they say. Give me happy vibes or whatever.
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@roko Haha... that is one way of putting it! Especially as for women, there tends to be an emotional component... it only works for me monogamously. :') I don't want to fuck up my capacity there by having tons of partners either. Meh.
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@roko Too bad for them that my maternal instincts are strong. I want to raise a healthy and loving family, although society will be an obstacle to that. Has a way of being unhealthy and fucked up and broken.
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@shpuld That's good. I wanted to stay in doors, sorting through things at home. :')
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This has taken quite a bit out of me because I don't want to do anything else. :')
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@mangeurdenuage Yeah. Also gruesome if you saw the corpse. Almost like it was still decaying. Parts of it fell a part, then the spirit appeared in ghost-form.
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I hope I have a good sleep tonight. Woke up too early and not early enough this morning.
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If my life had taken a different fork in the road from birth, I could see myself learning how to row or drive a boat. Being by the water, wherever I was. Learning how to swim. It would be exhilarating and lift my spirits. Not sure my skin would appreciate all the water though! Could even learn how to dive.
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