Notices by josef (jk@mastodon.social), page 12

@paul i looked at a bunch of people online saying that windows file transfers were unusually slow and tried 4-5 of the workarounds/fixes but none of them worked!

@paul it just says "over 1 day". in my case right now the test case is "copy about 850 GB from one internal SATA HDD to an external USB 2.0 HDD". the file transfers were something like 80kbps, which is ridiculous

at 480Mbps it should be around 4 hours, which is what rsync is reporting...

@katex no idea! it's probably faster. i don't really want to install win32 rsync when i can just open up the WSL console and type "apt-get install rsync", or, more likely, "rsync"

one thing ive noticed about windows 10 is that it's faster to run rsync in the Windows Subsystem For Linux than it is to just copy a large number of files using windows explorer. which is pretty fucked up

i feel like maybe i haven't generated that many new feelings since i was younger, and when i want to feel strongly about something i have to think about something from the past??? but maybe it's just that i've forgotten the subtleties of my feelings due to time passing. and my current life seems messy and inconclusive only because i'm living it. i wonder what kind of convenient and simplistic story i will tell myself about "2018 me" in the future

i should tag these but i have no idea what the fuck to tag them as

i think i'm extremely good at remembering exactly how i felt in a specific time or 'scene' in my memory. but now obviously i can no longer relate to the Past-Me. the conflict between seeing something and remembering how it made me feel but no longer feeling that way is painful and weird, and makes me feel simultaneously like i want to go back in time, but also that i want to forget all my memories. but i don't want to do either, both sound horrible!!!

the extremely overwhelming feeling is thinkin about all the time i spent like, in class at school 15 years ago, like doing something that i thought was extremely important, but because it was not important in the slightest there is literally no evidence of it ever even happening except in my memory. so really did it even happen

i'm feeling extremely fuckin overwhelmed by the fact that the past exists, or more correctly, that it no longer does

@modernmodron she’s gone back to sleep behind the microwave somewhere